I keep telling myself, wait it out. Three more months and you are in New York, starting a brand new life.
New people, food, atmosphere. Far away from ex boyfriends, broken pasts and ugly regrets.
The best part is, all that I've learned up until now as a result of trial and error, I can now put towards a fresh new start. This time doing things the way I know they will work. Not jumping into relationships. Staying healthy. Being a go getter. Trying new things and no longer afraid to be the girl in the room that doesn't know anyone.
All that doesn't bother me anymore. After spending the last two years grieving a past boyfriend, starting fresh in a big city, finding a solid relationship with Jesus, changing the habits in myself I don't like... All that is going to be finally put to work.
I am so excited. So excited.
What's left to do now? Sit back and enjoy a beautiful summer by the river in my small hometown and get stoked for the end of august when I get out and do something with my life.
It really is only the beginning.
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